Author's Note: This one's a favorite (mainly for the ending). And it's dedicated to the man who inspired it.

-

-

All this time has changed me

It's made me see you so differently

I feel so dumb when I think of the lies I once believed

Never could have known I was being so deceived

-

I used to think being without wasn't fair or what I wanted

When I would see what I mistook for your charm being flaunted

But now that I know your many truths my mind has changed

And I know now your enjoyment of tormenting others will never wane

-

I used to dream about you & how it's feel to be with you

But now I know just what you would do

And now my dream is to wash all traces of you & me away

Just as it has been ever since that final day

-

I used to think being without wasn't fair or what I wanted

When I would see what I mistook for your charm being flaunted

But now that I know your many truths my mind has changed

And I know now your enjoyment of tormenting others will never wane

-

This should be hard for me to say but it's not

As what I once felt for you withers & rots

I need to get back to my life

And you need to get back to your wife