did you ever wonder,

that after you've been hurting so long,

why does it hurt

to not hurt?


shouldn't hurting just happen once

then you learn to stop?

it shouldn't hurt

to stop hurting.


it's likeā€¦ a drug

with needles and pins.

it hurts to push in the needle,

but the body hurts more once it's gone.


it hurts to start hurting,

but it hurts worse to end,

because like a drug,

you always want a little more hurt.