Wondering

I wonder,

Does my family care?

Do they try to help me?

Do they try to understand me?

I wonder,

Do my few friends truly care?

Do they try to stick up for me?

Do they wish to help me?

Do they want to understand me?

Do they try to make me think,

Where I would be without them?

I wonder,

Do the little ones look up to me?

Do they try to make me happy?

Do they seek me for help?

Do they really want to listen to me?

I wonder,

How do adults see me?

Quiet and shy?

A little to smart for them,

Eager to learn?

I wonder,

How does God communicate with me?

Why do I feel so alone in large crowds?

Do people see me?

Am I really here at all?

I sometimes wonder where I stand in this world,

I just wonder…