Why do I still play this game?
I can't win
The rules always change
My life means nothing to me
I can easily flush it down the drain
My mind goes blank
This picture is painted before me
The dark colors reveled
The shadows disappear
I can't recall anything before I blank
Thoughts rush vividly through my mind
I see this bright field of flowers
Everyone pays attention to
Then this vast wasteland
No one attends to
I come back to my senses
I'm back to reality
I fall to my knees
Gravity has a strange effect upon me
My heart races
It's hard to breath
I'm starting to go blind
As those same shadows close in on me
Everything makes sense
Its not meant to be
With one last breath
I wish I could say
That I loved my life
Before I go away