A Boy…

What is right for me?

Should I listen to my friends?

Who should I trust?

I like him, I think-

Is that ok?

Can I make my own choices?

Should I do what I want?

Or is that wrong

Is he just messing with me?

I don't want to make a mistake

Did I jump without testing the water?

He seems so nice

Why can't it be real?

I wanna stop being emotional

No feelings- just there

I'm lost in confusion

Even more then before

I don't know what to do

I'm not planning anything

Just going with the flow

Don't ask me any questions

I don't have the answers

I can't even figure out my own life

Dizziness- Spinning too much

Fuck- my head hurts!