Tears won't stop falling from my eyes
And I don't know why.
I don't want to shed a single one
Because it shows something's gone undone.
Here I am crying
And my body is flying,
Things are going insane
And my life is becoming tame.
I'm handling things better
I really need to write this letter.
I need to write it
Before he has another fit
I don't know how to put it into words
Everything I try ends up as blurbs
I wish things would be really alright
Because I want to stop crying tonight.
The way things look as of right now
Most people would just say wow.
Things are going crazy,
My thoughts are going dizzy.
People say it's okay
I only wish that I wouldn't fray.
Because it's really nothing to fret about
Cause' God's got his thoughts in sprout.
He has a plan for me
That I can not seem to see.
I wonder why,
I fail every time I try/
O try and tray again
Only to fall into a new beginning
Or do I fall into a new ending?
Why can't I hear the word's he's sending?
He is whispering to me
His plans for me to see,
But for some reason
I begin to treason.
And I ignore
And I hear the words of gore.
Gore, such a mean thing
Look what at what it's done to this being!
I need a hug
And not from a lying bug
But from one who cares
And the one who dares,
To ask "Please tell me,
I want to see"
From the one who wants to understand
The one that wont leave me to stand,
Lost and alone
The one who wants me to be shown
The firth way to say
The words to that person
Before things worsen.
Was I meant to do this thing,
Because it means something to bring?
Did I do what I had to,
To benefit someone else's' flu?
Or have I not yet seen
What this is meant to mean?
Where will I find this meaning I'm searching for?
I hope I find it before
I stop standing at all
And before I fall.