I drank shots of your radioactive chameleon colored love

And exhaled in blissful delight

Savoring the strange new high

sedated

Abandoning everything else

Reaching for more

(You knew just how thirsty I would get)

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Sipping more of your funny tasting love

Laughing at the feelings

At how drunk I was (I was such a lightweight)

Stumbling over myself (like a fool)

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Then you ran out of love for me

Someone else deserved it

You offered some of his

But I wasn't that thirsty (I thought)

And I left.

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I came crawling back (in shame)

Begging for a sip (for a taste)

Admitting how addicted I was (terrified)

Pleading for a drop

Generously you granted a last gulp

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Now I'm trying to purge out your love

Vomiting violently on myself

Embarrassed of the smell I smell

Furious at the taste I taste

Defeated

Knowing your love is still inside me

And I can't it vomit out