I'm on the verge of snapping
The one thing that calms me most
Wont go loud enough to blare out my thoughts
Loud as can go
Before the speakers blow.
So what do I do now?
My other sources are falling,
One of them says that I'm full of crap
Another say's that I'm right
Yet another say's I'm wrong
My spiritual help I am told is wrong.
So what do I do?
Turn it off and just let my brain explode,
From thinking thoughts I don't want to,
But those that I can not rid of.
Where do I turn?
Another source says that I do what I do for attention.
I don't want it!
It's the least that I could ever want,
I'd prefer to be left alone
To drown in sorrow.
At this moment
My brain has not exploded…yet
Thanks for what you've done for me so far
Once again you save me