Hidden

The life that I live

Is full of lies

Because no one an see

What hides behind my brown eyes

There's much more to me

Then most people think

There's a darkness inside

That drives me to the brink

I'm scared of my actions

I'm scared of my thoughts

I'm scared of what I might do

I don't want to die and just rot

Death has been something

That's always on my mind

Its always been the one thing

I've been desperate to find

I can't stand the pain

I just want it all to stop

It has become unbearable

Like a slow ticking clock

I'm scared of my actions

I'm scared of my thoughts

I'm scared of what I might do

I don't want to die and just rot

Nobody will care

When I finally do leave

They'll all just stand there

And watch as I bleed

The bloodstained floor

Will be all that's left of me

As I shut my eyes

With a smile of glee.

I'm scared of my actions

I'm scared of my thoughts

I'm scared of what I might do

I don't want to die and just rot