And my heart is breaking reading the broken hearted words,
(Of other people's minds)
Making me remember everything we had
(Of everything I lost)
They're making me wonder, why it's already been a year and I'm just now missing you
(Of everything that could have been)
I don't think I have the strength to let you go
(Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did wasn't just for dramatics)
If I didn't mean as much as you say I did, why did you make me believe I meant more?
(I loved you, and you played along)
Someday I promise I'll be able to leave, I promise I'll be gone.
(Don't tell me that you loved me, you wouldn't have let me leave so easily)
Maybe it's just me, but I wish I'd never seen your face,
Because love it hurts, splays dangerous thoughts into my brain like shards of glass
(Tell me you haven't forgotten that night we spent lying together in the grass)
Tell me you haven't forgotten me,
'Cause I'm so afraid to lose you, even though you're already gone.