I really must admit
That while I hate to fight
Or argue
Or even talk forcefully
Now that I have
And all my worries
And cares
And various dislikes
I feel so much better.
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I really must admit
That while it feels very strange
To be thankful
Or grateful
Or even appreciative
(for the fight)
My soul feels so much lighter
And freer
And very liberated
I just feel so much better.
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a/n: Here's the part where I apologize for the monstrosity you just read. It rings true, I just wish I could find a way to word it more eloquently.