Only writing this because someone talked me out of it.

Don't get your hopes up.

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Without Me

It hurts,

deep inside

a pain,

from which I can't ever hide.

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Torn between

this world and the next

wanting to end it.

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Yet... people... beg me to stay

in this world.

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Why?

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I'm only in the way!

I only destroy your hope!

I only kill you inside!

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Why am I even alive?!

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Why do I live

while countless others

DIE!!

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They're much better people than I am

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THEY DESERVE TO LIVE MORE THAN ME!!!!

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So why don't I just die?

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Why can't I just let go?

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Then you can be happy.

And the world would smile again.

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Without me.