Cold
I'm so cold from this pain
Like the blood rushing out and seeping on the floor
I've gone so numb inside, like shock from a treatment
I'm so used to standing outside waiting for you
No matter how long I had to wait, you were always there
And what if I went outside right now?
Would you show up?
Be my knight in shining armor?
I don't know why when I'm having the hardest times of my life
Everyone decides to try me.
All I needed was a little love, and this would have never happened.
But I held on to you and that pushed you away.
And how many offers had I had this week?
I could have so easily let go and left…
But I stayed with you…
That should mean something to you, but it never does!!!
I don't know why you're still holding on!
You don't even care!
I could say you're in it for the free ass.
I could say you're cheating with that bitch!
But whatever it is, I'm standing outside in the cold
And NOONE is there to rescue me.
I thought you could solve all my problems.
But I guess they were too much for you to understand.
Goodbye.