03 What Just Happened?

What just happened?
I'll put the phone down now,
Feel the gravel as I turn,
It's almost odd,

I though it'd burn,
I can't say I've been here before,
It's true to say I've no idea what to do,
I guess I'll just stare at myself 'til it comes out,

I've never been more in doubt,
I was sure I was set,
Wasn't it supposed to be set?

I swear I didn't know the gun was loaded,
I didn't want to, I was outvoted.

I guess it wasn't set, but it's like I never existed
I can't breathe now (I never existed)

© Saxon Drury-Godden 06