ever needed something you didn't need?
(Like the fluffy blue crocodiles that exist only in my dreams. I think.)
ever crushed your crush?
ever said something that you never wanted to take back?
(Like telling your teacher they were despicable and heartless.)
ever wanted something you couldn't have?
(Like candy at the counter for twenty-five cents.)
ever cried over something pointless?
(Like the ice cream cone I dropped on the tree.)
ever been silent when you were screaming and kicking underneath?
ever destroyed someone's dreams by accident?
(On Saturday. When I got first place.)
ever hurt anything with the intentions to kill?
(Like my hand.)
ever wished for someone to die and it happened?
(Nope. Not yet.)
ever watched other's pain with no emotion?
ever wished for something to come true?
(Like the pink elephants I prayed for.)
ever died while you were alive?
(Like the time when you left. Left me all alone.)
you ever truly lived without the haunting memories buried deep
(Well, let me tell you a secret, neither have I.)