Have you
ever needed something you didn't need?
(Like the
fluffy blue crocodiles that exist only in my dreams. I think.)
Have you
ever crushed your crush?
(I have.)
Have you
ever said something that you never wanted to take back?
(Like
telling your teacher they were despicable and heartless.)
Have you
ever wanted something you couldn't have?
(Like
candy at the counter for twenty-five cents.)
Have you
ever cried over something pointless?
(Like the
ice cream cone I dropped on the tree.)
Have you
ever been silent when you were screaming and kicking underneath?
(Every
day.)
Have you
ever destroyed someone's dreams by accident?
(On
Saturday. When I got first place.)
Have you
ever hurt anything with the intentions to kill?
(Like my
hand.)
Have you
ever wished for someone to die and it happened?
(Nope. Not
yet.)
Have you
ever watched other's pain with no emotion?
(My
mother's.)
Have you
ever wished for something to come true?
(Like the
pink elephants I prayed for.)
Have you
ever died while you were alive?
(Like the
time when you left. Left me all alone.)
And have
you ever truly lived without the haunting memories buried deep
inside?
(Well, let
me tell you a secret, neither have I.)