Oh my love, like a stabbing pain

A stupid, aching, piercing pain

Like a wound from a gun through my head

All I can feel is the throbbing pain and sickness

Throwing up, throwing up, throwing up

All I wish is to cast this away forever

To have feelings no more

I ask and pray "Why??"

Screams go through my mind

Does it even matter?

My head causes so much agony

I wish to dismantle is from my body

I hate "love"

Feelings, emotions, they kill me

Once I was like stone, like ice

What am I now?

Pudding, jelly


Give me back my coldness, my frost