One More

So I promise to quit,

Just for you.

You can take

My blades away too.

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One more cut.

One last time.

I promise never again.

Will I repeat this stupid rhyme.

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One deep gash.

One last shot of pain.

Please don't let this

Be in vain.

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You must understand,

You've got to see,

I need this more

Than I need to be.

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A small cut,

Won't dull the pain.

It must be deep,

Touching a vein.

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I've gotta feel something

Pain of some sort

Any kind of adrenaline,

My body simply can't contort.

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I embrace the pain,

Every slip of the blade.

Pain pours like my blood.

All will soon fade.

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One more time.

One last scar.

I promise no more,

Will I commit to the silver bar.

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No more hurt.

No more slits.

No more drinks.

No more hits.

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I'm tired of this,

Physically and emotionally.

I can't take it.

I can barely say this vocally.

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I've got to quit.

I need to stop.

My heart burns,

Feeling stressed to pop.

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You hold me together

When worst is at worst

When there is pain,

You are there first.

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So I promise to quit,

Just for you.

You can take

My blades away too.

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But I need,

I've got to have,

One more cut,

A short blood bath.

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Please understand,

It's not something I controle.

In my life,

It plays a vital role.

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It stops my hurt,

Pain does it dull.

It doesn't take long,

For this poem to mull.

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Please understand.

See my need.

Please don't make me,

Repeat my creed.

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Please understand,

Please see.

Please don't give up,

Have faith in me.

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So I promise to quit,

Just for you.

You can save me

From death too.

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