I force myself to do things

That I naturally do

Every single person does this

It's just the way of life

But I force myself to do the opposite

I force myself to say that I do/don't like something

I don't know why I do it

Maybe it's 'cause I'd rather hurt myself

Rather than my friends

Or maybe it's because I think it's what people want

I'm a people pleaser

That must stop

I an not force myself to do anything any longer

Force is lost

Or so I hope