it's all you can do

her (/your) words sting like acid, burn
-ing holes into my skin, leaving unwant
-ed scars as i (silently) scream out to/for
no one. and she mocks me, thinking that
i'm just playing a game (but she doesn't
understand the way i feel). these scars
mean more to me than she (/you) thinks.

i care(d) that much about you.

April 9, 2006

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author's note: there was something that she put up today that just made me upset & i could clearly tell that she was mocking. i swear, she thinks this is so funny. i'm trying not to care but it hurts even more to try not to.