I don't know how I feel

I say one thing

And I mean another

I just don't know

We talk

We don't

You're just so normal

How in the world can this be happening?

I said it never would

I need help

Once you were weird

Once you were my friend

Can you still be that?

Why is all this happening?

It's a nightmare

I just can't stand it

No one understands

You are you I am I

It makes no sense

But then again, is it supposed to?

Some things I fear I will never understand

But I will still be content