I AM NOT

I am not pretty enough to love him

I am not ugly enough to be alone

I am not happy enough to laugh now

I am not sad enough to frown

I am not sick enough to ditch you

I am not well enough to stay

I am not good enough to go with them

I am not bad enough to go away

I am not bi enough to kiss you

I am not strait enough to care

I am not stressed enough to scream

I am not relaxed enough to sleep

I am not secure enough to be happy

I am not broken enough to be sad

I am not sane enough to like sunshine

I am not crazy enough to suicide

I am not dead enough to die

I am not alive enough to live

I am simply not

And I'm so tired of trying to be