i made a promise

i do this all for you (but you just can't see). i want
nothing more than for you to understand but no
matter how much i try, pushing all the blood out
of me just isn't enough. and how much more do
you want me to take before you have the heart
to tell me all that i have(n't) done wrong because
through the scars on my wrists, i'm trying (more
than i should) to get you to (try to) understand.

i made a promise that i can't keep. and
maybe i am meant to be broken inside.