weigh me down

the words (you never said) crush me, push
-ing down as if i am carrying the weight of
not only my problem(s) but the others who
feel the exact same way. would you care to
know even more of what you (are) do(ing)
to me? i can lay this all out (scatter it like
the scars running across my wrists) and
(only) hope that you could understand.

but i would be repeating myself because
i swear i've done this more than once
(and you still don't seem to notice).

April 18, 2006