There are times, like now

When I wish that you would hate me

It would be even better

Than if you loved me with a passion

Because if you hated me

Then I couldn't hurt you

And I would rather die than hurt you

Every day, all I want

Is to be able to make you smile

Make you laugh

And it kills me, because I can't

You always cheer me up

Even with just a simple look

But I can't do the same for you

There are times, like now

When I just want to talk to you

To share my thoughts

And it hurts, so much

Because I don't want to burden you

So I keep it inside, and drown myself

In the secrets that I keep from you