Thoughts swim in the back of my mind
While my head is creepily empty
The weight of them drags me down
So I sink to the bottom of this ocean
Yet I don't even know why I'm drowning
Don't you see me going under?
Or am I invisible to the world?
Can't you save me?
Or are you as useless as I feel?
My breath is caught in my throat
And I need to tell you the things
That I never had the courage to say before
So with my final breath
I'll gasp out those three fatal words
There's so much more I want to say
But I can die, having that said
You discovered my best kept secret
Right before I hit the bottom
I lived out my life in silence
Watching the world pass me by
My thoughts and feelings
Hidden for too long
Are getting revenge on their captor
Dragged to the ocean floor
There's nobody left to save me from myself
I guess this is what it's like to die
Alone and unloved, just like in life