Sometimes

I wish someone would put a gun to my temple

Pull the trigger; send a bullet through my head

End my pathetic excuse for a life

Sometimes

I want to throw myself off of the nearest cliff

Let my blood soak into the rocks forever

And ruin its beauty with my body

It's times like these

When I wish I had the courage

To kill myself quickly

Escape from you killing me slowly

But wishes mean nothing

Since they never come true

Sometimes

I wish there was a way to make them understand

They're tearing me apart without noticing

I'm left as an empty shell of myself

Sometimes

I want to escape from this life without dying

Find some happiness buried under a rock

Run away to a beautiful somewhere

But wishes mean nothing

Since they never come true