Why is it ever time I try I mess up

I don't understand

I keep trying to make it work

But some how I always do more damage

I am so sorry

Baby please just I want to be

I want to change but I don't know how

I hope that I can figure it out

Before I can't

Before I no longer can

I do not enjoy fighting

I just want to stop

And when I try it just doesn't work

I want you to know its not you that it is me

But I will try no matter what I will prove it to you

I need to for you and ME!

So one more chance I am not in tilted to

But I want it and I will try

From this point in my life

I have changed I am a new man

To you Baby: I am sorry and I love you