And I'm standing on the balcony
breathing the poison into me
I can't help but feel more pure
I guess that's what these things for
I am without my enemies
except the one inside of me
I think is is a godly sign
that all my faith has all but died
I can't but feel the day is done
what's through is through, go away my son
and tonight you'll lay awake in bed
with this feeling you cannot shake from your head
that what's happening now is not to be
make glorfied, put it graciously
in the end I was not meant to live
I'll have not one more night to give
so say all of your goodbyes
before this hopeless resigns
and as lungs fail to breathe
I smile and it's okay with me
cause I've loved and will be loved
even if it's from above