I'm so sick of living
Beating myself up over them
I don't know how long I can go on
Living in my dreams
Getting destroyed on my way back down to real life
I wish I could find the right words
I'm so emotional with a lack of brains
I want to describe my pain
But all I say is, 'Yeah, I'll be fine.'
The thing is..
Will I be?
I can't tell anyone
I'm living in my non-existent future
It's killing me
Day after day
Step after step
You told them more than needed
I can't stand you and I can't stand life