"'There she goes'
The mere reflection of my former self
Cigarette dangling form bloodstained nails
Surrounded by e n d l e s s crumpled papers and e m p t y coffee cups
By her pen, her words, her thoughts
Her arm a razor's playground
Just another devil's advocate
She laughs at holy water, and
Delights in the dark
Like it's her own little piece of heaven.
'I'm not the girl I used to be, my darling.'"