Letting out the stress and letting out the steam
I'm pissed off, and I'm sorry if I'm being mean
The build up of emotion inside exploded on me
Nobody knows, nobody sees
Every word is a regret
Just something to get off my chest
I feel like a jerk
And I'm afraid everything won't work
Everything will crash all down into the end
And here we are, no longer friends...
I sit alone in a dark place, asking "Why the fuck did I do that?"
I wish that some one would just knock some sence into me, give me a slap
I try to appologize, I try to get your attention
But every time I try, a true thing pops out, a confession
A thought, a regret, and stupid thing that ends up killing out friendship
I feel like I'm gonna fall, I'm gonna slip
I'm falling down, into a deep dark hole
Labeled as a depressed little girl
A gun in my left hand and a note in the right
I close my eyes so everything and all is out of my sight
The trigger is waiting
And the note is shaking
Suicidle thoughts running through my mind
All those times you've been kind
And I've given nothing back to you
Why didn't I do that, and what can I do?
Alone now, no ones around...
What am I a clown?
"Fuck it," I mummble to myself
I pull the trigger, giving out a yelp
Shot down; dead
The world now dark and the floor all red...