The abyss calls my name softly and melodically

Oh how beautiful death is

Icy ravines of broken souls

Hell's fire pit

Suicide calls my name

My final resort, my last escape

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The only way to escape this never ending pain

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Cannot find the courage

I cannot find the strength to fight

Life has become unbearable

My heart cannot handle heartbreak

Your memories painted on the walls of my dreams

Black is my soul

Black is my heart

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And death is the only way out

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No matter how hard I try

I just can't let you go

I cannot forget the butterflies you gave me

I remember how happy I was talking to you

Being with you

You were my life support

And now that you are nearly gone

My lifeline is dead

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I Cannot find the courage

I cannot find the strength to fight

Life has become unbearable

My heart cannot handle heartbreak

Your memories painted on the walls of my dreams

Black is my soul

Black is my heart

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And death is the only way out

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I fell in love with you

I'm so sorry

I thought maybe for once I found someone who I could be happy with

I was such a fool

I was foolish for thinking for one moment someone actually cared

How stupid and wrong I was

You were the only thing that felt right to me

And now I'm going to do what is the final thing that feels right

Goodbye my love

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I found the only way to escape this never ending pain

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Cannot find the courage

I cannot find the strength to fight

Life has become unbearable

My heart cannot handle heartbreak

Your memories painted on the walls of my dreams

Black is my soul

Black is my heart

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And death is the only way out

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Black is my soul

Black is my heart

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Black is my soul

Black is my heart

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Black is my soul

Black is my….HEART!


A/n: I hope you enjoyed this song was inspired by Cradle of Filth's Nemesis. I haven't posted a song/poem for nearly a month so hope you like. I was so depressed last night and this came out of my misery and was my way to deal with the pain, so sorry for the suicide references.