"A Different Life"

I sit, hunched.

My hand on my head. Thinking. Wondering.

Glancing out the window wondering.

Is that my life, my world, my destiny.

Am I really to lead such a life.

Was I meant ever to be in another world,

To live a different life, A different course of destiny.

Hunched over, my hand supporting my head.

I wonder. I think. And yet I do not know.

Was I meant for another life than

That of what I live now.

I will never know.

All I can do is sit, Hunched,

My head in my hand. Thinking.

And always wondering.