ADDITION.

As in,

Me, plus unwanted

Thoughts of him.

Me, plus that

Shadow of doubt.

Me, plus daisy petals

Falling at my feet as I

Try to figure all this out

Logically.

SUBTRACTION.

As in,

Me, without him

Right here.

Me, minus the

Silly conversations.

Me, without him

Laughing joking playing…

Rubbing my back and

Healing my wounds

Unknowingly.

MULTIPLICATION.

As in,

Tension, increasing and

Hurting my insides.

Brainwaves, malfunctioning

To a point of desperation.

Thoughts, of touching

Playing joking laughing

Together…

Happily.

DIVISION.

As in,

The fence I am

Currently about to fall off of.

Decisions, I have to choose…

I know this, but shit.

Either way I'm

Screwed, to a point of

Permanent damage.

Unfortunately.

WAS IT YOU, WHO SAID, SOMETIMES,

A SCREAM IS BETTER

THAN A THESIS…?