Another Loss
Living in a nightmarish world
Everything is false
Too many events
To all be real
Falling down a staircase
Ending in a dark hall
Soon no face is recognizable
The earth is spinning beneath your feet
Your head is swimming in a sea of confusion
Waves overtake you
Realization becomes an unreachable shore
Understanding is a feeling unattainable
Burning questions suffocate your soul
Sinking down, down
Into the deep
Lay your head against the pillow
Preparing for another restless night
You can't help but wonder
Whether or not
What if
Would have, could have, should have
One more chance to say goodbye
One more smiling face
Sacrifices are unwanted
When you suffer the living death
Of losing your heart and soul