My blood it boils, pulsing fast
I don't know how long this will last
The hate I feel can't be described
My anger cannot be denied.
My temperature begins to rise
And malice fills my glaring eyes
I clench my fists down by my hips
My back is ramrod straight and stiff.
I'm fighting just to hold it in
Forcing my thoughts to stay within
I will not be the first to crack
Although restraint I've always lacked.
I hold your glare, I face your gaze
I'm sick of all your wily ways
I've had enough, not backing down
I'll root my legs into the ground.
I scream at you with all my might
My words are thrown like sharpened knives
Release of all the pain you've caused
Attacking me with verbal claws.
Then tears they flow like streams of hurt
My heart it gives a painful lurch
I'm striking back with all my might
And yet it seems I've lost this fight.
You've yet to flinch while I broke down
My words just echo all around
And then one tear rolls down your face
That's wiped away in hurried haste.
I finally lock my gaze on yours
Searching within for something more
There is no life I can detect
Your eyes seem cold, your hope has left.
You stare at me, I stare at you
I know this time that we are through
This time I won't give in and stay
I turn my back and walk away.