Just now we got into a fight
And nothing seemed to go just right
Both lashing out, inflicting pain
With tempers anything but tame.
It wasn't going to be this way
But look what happened anyway
Both stubborn as a stinkin' mule
We couldn't seem to keep our cool.
I knew that I would soon regret
That tragic day when we had met
I knew that you would think that too
Yet fights like this were far and few.
And both of us would not give in
Our only goal was just to win
We faced each other, glaring ice
And then we jumped into the fight.
First round began with verbal war
The sting increasing more and more
By now our screaming filled the air
With words I was too weak to bear.
Both fighting you and fighting tears
You targeted my faults and fears
Each insult hit another nerve
The most painful words I'd ever heard.
I built a wall to keep me safe
You knocked it down with all your hate
I tried to hold the tears within
I could not, would not let you win.
I never let my glare leave yours
My dignity you shred and tore
I let my anger build inside
Fighting the urge to run and hide.
Ifelt the pressure start to build
I let it grow 'til I was filled
Filled with the malice and the hate
Pulse rising at a dangerous rate.
I took a breath, rebuilt my wall
This time it held thick, strong, and tall
Your comments edged with jagged glass
Deflected as they bounced right back.
I opened up my eyes to see
Your tear filled ones look back at me
Silence so thick and filled with ice
It stopped your sharp back-stabbing knives.
I turned my back and walked away
No longer caring what you say
You lied to me for far too long
I think it's time that I moved on.