You Don't Get It…

I might seem just fine,

But inside I'm dying,

I do say I'm okay,

But that's 'cause I'm lying.

I always say I'm happy,

But I'm nothing but sad,

I act like a good person,

But I'm everything bad.

I seem to have a heart of gold,

But I hide the truth that it's coal,

I act with full of life and joy,

But I'm just a forgotten soul.

I say life goes by fast,

But it really does go slow,

I want to love myself,

But I am my own worst foe.

The truth is that I've lost all hope,

No one can help me through this shit,

It's not like you care anyways,

Because you don't seem to get it…