Dear (you know who you are)

You know what? They all told me I shouldn't hang out with you. So many people told me that. And I never listened. I told them they were wrong. That they just didn't know you. But I was wrong. I just didn't know you.

They said that you'd screw me over. And I said no. I denied it. Because to me, you were what I wanted you to be, not what you really were.

And it took too long for me to realize that.

Every little hint I got, I pushed to the back of my mind, ignoring it. I convinced myself that you weren't like that. That you couldn't be like that. But you were.

I let you in. I told you things I've never told anyone before. You were one of the few people that knew me for what I was, not what I seemed. But you forgot that. Or did you never really know? Were you lying to me the whole time? Acting like you actually understood me, so you could just use everything you knew against me?

Because you did use it against me. You did. But you were so subtle about it no one, not even I, knew what you were doing until it was too late. The damage was done. And it was all your fault.

You never knew me. And you never will. This is it. I'm done with you. You don't get another chance you don't deserve. I've given you too many already.

I'm sick of lying to myself. I've seen you for what you really are. And I don't want to look at it anymore.

I can let you go now.

Don't think I can?

Don't think I will?

.............................................................................................................Watch me...