One Day

One Day

One day

That's all it takes

To revert

Back to the old ways

To become invisible

And wish to sink back

Into oblivion

They hate me

They want me gone

Just like last time

My faith is beginning to die

Just like last time

One year

And I'm back to where I was before

I feel numb

Leave a message

I'm emotionally dead

Check back later

But I probably won't be back

I hate when this happens

But I can't control it

One day

That's all it takes

To revert

Back to the old ways

One Day

A/N: I wrote this after one of my friends and I had a huge fight. She said some things that reminded me of my old self. Especially since the one year anniversary of Sean's death is only seven days away. (This girl and I are no longer friends 5-22-06)