For Her Eyes Only. . .

My dearest friend, you take too much responsibility,

More than half of the blame belongs to me.

It's my choice, my decision,

You're not guilty, I'm not innocent.

Inever been so scared,

Scattered, irrational, and unprepared.

Personified, hopeful, and euphoric,

You provide me all of this.

No matter what I say, no matter what I do,

I can't forget, won't forget you.

Don't apologize, it's only a waste of time,

Thanks for the best days of my life.

I expect so much that you can't give,

I force you into aimless arguments.

But just as well, we're both to blame,

For continuing on in this stupid game.

It's the tragedy that thrills me,

For you, it's the availability.

Upside down, inside out reality,

Forced into jagged, awkward complacency.

But no matter what I say, no matter what I do,

I can't forget, won't forget you.

Don't apologize, it's only a waste of time,

Thanks for the best days of my life.

Our actions make who we are,

But words may speak louder.

Phrases and sentences left unsaid,

Feelings, emotions live in unrest.

Honesty is a dead scene,

Fiction's what makes the silver screen.

But this time, I'll look you in the eye,

This time there are no lies.

Cause no matter what I say, no matter what I do,

I can't forget, won't forget you.

Don't apologize, it's only a waste of time,

Thanks for the best days of my life.

You illuminate my existence,

You push me to speak in future tenses.

You invigorate my persistence,

With you, it's never subjective.

We both posses our weakness,

We both have the rest of our lives to live.

So listen well and don't forget,

I will be there for you when no one else is.

Forever, no matter what I say, no matter what I do,

I can't forget, won't forget you.

Don't apologize, it's only a waste of time,

Thanks for the being my friend and love of my life.

And as we move along as associates,

Remember, my adored one, all I have said.

I walk on with you until the end,

Not as ephemeral lovers, but eternal friends.