::A/N: I've never been perfect, and yet I'm a closet perfectionist. I've become very laid back, and yet I worry almost constantly. I've always known what was wrong with me, and now I'm learning to be really honest. With myself, and with everyone. I've got nothing left to hide.

If you can come up with a better name for it, tell me. Thanks. :)

::This is the newer version.


Though I reject perfection
I'm open to suggestions
I'm hoping to be more than I am.

No, it's not denial;
It's a chance to reconcile
With the person I might have been.

I hope you don't misunderstand.
I'm trying as hard as I can.

I know you might be weary
But I just wish you'd hear me;
I have so many things left to say.

These words are my redemption
For any misconception
You feel I might have thrown out your way.

I hope you don't misunderstand.
I'm trying with all that I am.

I've deliberated,
Conflicted and debated,
And this is what it all comes down to.

This life is not a lesson
It's much more interesting
So living is all you've gotta do.

I hope you don't misunderstand.
I'm becoming all that I am.

Yes, I reject perfection
But I'm open to suggestions
I'm hoping to be more than they plan.

So I hope you don't misunderstand...