I cry an unheard scream as my world falls apart
Darkness and shadows rip at my heart
I wish now to never had to see
the true darkness that plagues upon me.
As I wish it all away I know inside,
it'll always stay
It will continue to haunt me as I grow old and continue on,
even after my death.
It will never go away.
As I look back at what I fear to see...
I can no longer visualize
The old, happy... me.