The Look of my World

I cry an unheard scream as my world falls apart

Darkness and shadows rip at my heart

I wish now to never had to see

the true darkness that plagues upon me.

As I wish it all away I know inside,

it'll always stay

It will continue to haunt me as I grow old and continue on,

even after my death.

It will never go away.

As I look back at what I fear to see...

I can no longer visualize

The old, happy... me.