Me

Me i am and me forever

even as the darkness consumes my heart

I refuse to cry at tragic things

I will laugh if I see you get hurt

"Why?", you ask

because I am me and me is who I will always be.

Never to change

never to cry

never not to laugh as i watch someone die

"Why?", you dare ask again

because I am me

No one can control me

not much can consume me

even as I scream and shout

and punch and kick

as if I am not me

the sweet quiet kid

who's never fought

that is me

the real me

watching

waiting

wanting to scream

wanting to fight

wanting to just explode

that is ME.