in the moment
pared down
peel and stare
don't you see it
right there
and there
multiplying
breed of unnamed
unnameable
untraceable
last touch
end of the thought line
track derailed
like that time
and that time
remember? no
because I closed my eyes
to forget
forgive
the lack of, the miss-
jointing again
we tried
I cling and hide
from thought-coming-apocalypse
and realization-imminence
don't expect to understand
til you've been there
again
and thrice
the days of grace
are sliding