I don't want to be here any longer

I fight and fight but my hearts not getting any stronger

There's too much here for me to face

And how I wish that wasn't the case

To rise each day and into battle go

I can't survive much longer that much I know

Each day is a struggle for a reason to live

But my hearts run out of reasons to give

How can I convince others what I don't believe?

I smile and laugh but myself I can't deceive

This lie I am living each day that I wake

I wish to let go and this world escape

To embrace my freedom at long last

The time to run has come and past

To break the knots that sorrow has tied

And tell the truth to those I've lied

I wish to spread my wings a finally fly

If it's what it takes to be free then I'd gladly die