This is just something that came out when I was trying to write a different poem, or more like attempt a poem, Lol. It's written about how some of us just want to follow the Lord our God, and yet we refuse him when he gives us something he wants us to do. I just hope this is something that you can relate to…

I search for you lord,

I know I must find you,

Know you can save me,

Know that you love me.

It keeps me going,

And yet destroys me,

Knowing I could love you more.

Why do I refuse,

The words that you tell me,

The visions you give me,

The things that will help me?

Why do I refuse,

That yearning inside me,

And yet wish that I could love you more?

What is this thing that pulls inside me?

The devils guiding?

Hell's guiding?

Why do I follow,

The evil inside me,

And yet wish that I could love you more?

I want to be yours, Lord!

I want you to take me!

I said my soul was yours Lord!

And was scared when you replied!

I want you to help me,

To save me,

To guide me,

I just want to love you more.