These thoughts of you I can't erase

I just can't seem to let you go like you did with me

All I see is you

In my clouded lullaby

I can't seem to find the courage

Or the strength to go on in this life without you

I can't seem to find anything to smile about anymore

Or reasons why I should continue this life without you

I wish I could have forgotten you just as easily as you had forgotten me

How could I have been so foolish to have listened to your lies?

How could I have been so blind?

The biggest mistake of my life was allowing you into my heart

You tore it back out at its seams

And I can't seem to sow it back together

And now that you are back near my heart

After the horrible things you did to me

My hearts calls out for you

It yearns your touch once more

And its killing me

How I long to forget you

How I long to let you go

Like when a flower looses its petals

I just can't

For I love you just to much

I cannot win either way

Being with you is killing me

Being without you is killing me



Either way…

I die

A/n: It has been a while…well, I hope you liked.