Will I ever understand,

The way the cogs of your mind turn

Will I ever prove a point?

Or will you turn me down?

Can I get a word in edgeways?

Can I speak my mind?

Set to rules I dont understand,

I wont find answers

You're sensitive, poetic, stand out from the crowd,

Make a statement, grow your fringe, feet planted on the ground

Can I shovel you out?

Do I speak too loud?

Can I part of your world?

Do I live in the background?

I used to be part of our own joke,

A couple thing,

Something that made me laugh

Now all I do is cringe, pull my hair,

And curse myself

Am I destined so that I dont begin?

I'm already at the end

Popularity, quality, respect its passed me by

I want to spread my wings and fly

Stand out from the crowd

Make a statement, grow my fringe, feet planted on the ground

But be apart from you

Not come free with you

I'm my own person

Can't you see?

Yes, I speak my mind

Yet it gets me in a mess

I guess this love is the true test

Cant we last?

I wont make a bet

Yet

Am I destined so that I dont begin?