My will is gone, I'm
sorry to say,
I know it's not fair to you,
But I know that I try and wish and pray
That someday I'll change my view.
heart is not whole like it used to be
It's scattered all through my chest
Another man has injured me
He's taken all the best.
As hard as I try to let go
I can't seem to get above
Feeling so unbelievably low
And empty without his love.
I've been told I'll love again
But it seems so far away
Even with the best of men
Among me every single day.
know that I don't mean to break hearts
Or cause any kind of pain
But my heart cannot beat in millions of parts
So my happiness I'm forced to feign.